Hop!

2009-01-12T18:53:00.002+08:00

Well, school started already. Lessons have also begun, so well, let's just say that the homework has too began to pile up slowly. And yeah, it will soon pile up at a faster rate.

Nothing particularly interesting has happened, just that more and more of my targets that I would like to aim for are particularly interestingly hard to reach. Well, currently, I'm gonna aim to get my low low points of about 6. Yeah. The higher you aim, the easier the goal reaching it would be. Yepp, that is how I realized it. SO let's say I am for a 90 marks, then well, I may get around 85, 86, just a few marks fall short of your target. So, to achieve what I want, to achieve the great thing that I want, the best thing would be to aim FAR~

I'm going to aim for a nice good and awesome 7 points! No I'll try for 6. That means I need all A1. So this will be how things would look like if I need good scores:

English: A1 (hopefully by the end of May)

HMT: B3 (OH YESHHHHHH! I MADE IT! VOILA! Still needs to study and study till I go mad)

Emath: A1 ( I seriously need to get an A1 for this. Die die need to get that score. And, the score must be a good one.)

Amath: A1 (I can do Amath, so now I just need to do all the strengthening and perfection of the other newer topics)

Chemistry: A1 (So far my stronger one, that I can currently feel safe of saying I will be able to get A1.

Biology: A1 (I can work towards that, I am pretty sure of that now.)

Geography: A2 (I have not really touched on human part yet, so I cant really give a gague yet)

HY/SS: A2? (Let's hope.)

SO yeah. That is it. See you next time

2009-01-10T21:43:00.001+08:00

Hello hello. Things here are pretty much boring. Haha. Well, apparently, I feel really sad. Hah. Does that really matter? I dont really count on that. It is really such a bore to feel sad all the time. So, I want to learn to be less emphatic, and be more hard hearted about what is going on to the world.

Well, the second week in school has already ended, test, trips and blahs. Hahs. I dont really have anything that I am particularly interested in at the moment, all those things that I have been really waiting for has all died or just poofed into nothingness. Well, I just want to do things right, and correct and yeah. That would be it. Or just get things done with.

Everyone is just talking about the O's and all the blah blah things. Annoying, but as a matter of fact, they are all true. If you die during your O level just say goodbye to all the shortest routes and path in your life, and say hello to all the other doors that you wished for it to be closed instead of it being open. Aspirations and dreams, well just let them work to you and work for it. And hopefully, just be able to reach all the dreams and all the other nonsense that I want in time.

Tomorrow will be a day where I will try to reach for all the nonsense that I would like to have. And, if it is going to be good, I really do hope that I will do well for my nonsense. Apparently, I just realised that the less active, and more tired I am, the happier, the better I'd perform. It's pretty much a weird logic that only works for me, but well, since it works, It should be fine. I just hope that I overexhaust my mind, and die the next moment. HAHA.

I don really know why, but I seem to enjoy sarcasm to a certain level, and the kind of sarcasm is those that poke into your ego. Indirectly. And, I dont like to have mine poked. Haha. It's really silly to have all my entire 24x5 hours wasted just like that. I so do not like to waste time. Come on la, can we just start lessons already? I mean, yes strategic planning is also important, but it would be better if you would increase the speed of it, also having less time wasted in the month of January so that I would have better time to spend for the major live-or-die exam that would be approaching within 9 more months time. That is scary, with approx 279 days or less to spend for lesuire and all the nonsense and all the studying and fencing and all the blahs and lahs to use. And, to make it scarier, 16740 hours to spend. That is short. Take it that you have 365 days and remove about 2 months(Nov and Dec) and yeah, it is short. A year has only 21900 hours, and now, there is about lesser and lesser. Yup.

Ah crap. I dont like to talk about this. If I do ever continue about this, it would be known as never ending, for I'd probably go into something like all my life and my future and yaddah yaddah. Hah.

Monday is comin' up. That means, my extra two points cut off depends highly on it. That sucks. I have to do well.

And the best thing is cold shoulder is all already on its way. I give up feeling, I'm ready for freezing.

See ya in a couple of day/weeks/months time. I have no idea when I'll be back. See ya.

We made too many wrong mistakes.
Yogi Berra

2008-11-29T15:38:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Its been a while since I've been here. Haha

Anyway, everything is not as hectic as last year. Well, considering that I have less commitment compared to last year, this year should be more relaxed than last year.

I Have really nothing to blog about. Bah. What a bother.

I guess this is really a random random post. Enjoy your day ahead.

History will be kind to me for I intend to write it.
Winston Churchill

Dude, we are already part of it.

2008-11-10T20:33:00.002+08:00

Ahh.. Well, here is the time where I start to prepare for my studies. Well, at least there will be something of relevance that I can do.

Well, starting from today, I do intend to study my Amath all over again, and revise the parts of the other subjects that I am weak in, especially if they are of a huge component. I seriously need to get over the parts that I am weak at. There, I think I should be able to improve.

I am beginning to be a couch potato again! Yay. At least I'm happy. That makes me glad. But the sad thing would be that I have a high price that I'll be paying, which is my eyesight. But, well, I think that I'll counter the problem by wearing the lower degree specs, since I am still able to see with them. Haha. Well, at least that will help me get use the the low degree, and I should be able to revert the degree lower. But Now, I begin to see floaters more and more often. Bad. And, I am really afraid that I will not be able to see that wear in my new glasses. AHHHHH. Shit.

There are alot and alot alot of mosquitoes in my house. Ah. Great, cause I am currently their feed. What's great about that? Nothing. Simply nothing great that I can think of. Haha

I'm really bored now, but i guess that studying and watching shows can really do some killing of the time. But, what else should I do once I'm done watching?

You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.
Albert Camus

And well, since there is always time to play, means, time to study is also another factor important here. Ah. Sheez. And another thing that sucks alot, would be the fact that there are

2008-11-05T16:07:00.003+08:00

Just finished the HMT paper.

YEAH!

Let's just hope that I will do well and be promoted to doing the Higher Chinese paper next year, I do really do hope that I will be able to do it. I'm motivated to do well this time round.

Anyway, I decided to give my training a miss for today. Not sure why, but the mood is not there, and I dont really feel like going today. I was not really looking forward for today's training. I wonder why. Haha

I want to be better. (: I want to be able to work towards my goal, and I want to achieve that result that I want. But, it will be all talk if I dont do something about it. Yes, so I will work for it :D

The thermometer of success is merely the jealousy of the malcontents.
Salvador Dali

2008-10-24T18:10:00.003+08:00

Everything on the net is really boring. Urgh

Everytime I would like to search for something, I can't find it. But anyway, it should be fine. So yeah

I feel really bored at home all of a sudden. Anyway, I think that i should not diclose too much information since I dont really want everyone to know everything.

So yeah. I found this on the net, my brother emailed it to me. Think that it is really meaningful.

Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it!

Rule 2 : The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.

Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.

Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished fai ling grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time..

Rule 10: Television is NO T real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

True aye?

And, this phrase is so true! I got to tell to this teacher one day.

Common sense is not so common.
Voltaire

2008-10-23T22:01:00.002+08:00

Report Books: Checked

Maintainance: Checked

Everything else: NOT checked.

Well, what can I say about my results? Hmm.. probably one of the worst in the history of all the report sheets that I have had EVER in my entire life.

This is bad. I am not in a good state. No where near safe.

SS/HY is really bad. I dont understand why we, as in the general people and the general cohort is unable to do well in Social Studies. Is it that we are not attentive in class? No, I doubt that fact. If that was the case, those who have studied at home would have passed. Is it because that we were all in a big change, from left to right from up to down? I think maybe, that could be a cause. Or, would it be that we have too little practice? Highly possible, though I cant really rule out saying that those who did practice did not do well.

AHHHHH! The world is all against me. First, I was piled with a giantic load to complete. There was the Elements, and LTC and HMT. Now, it's just down to the HMT. Elements and LTC, well, they have been striked off. But, I'm hoping for the best for something. Maybe I should not have left the Elements. But oh well, I doubt that I would be able to cope. Seeing all the people who are in the Elements team, well they are top 20 in class and they score reasonably alright for their subjects. If I was part of that team, I would be failing not just one, but all the subjects already. Time to put in all your effort into making things right. No more time for all fun and games. The honeymoon period is all over already, if no hard work, well, the outcome is not really desirable.

There is alot and alot and alot of things I will start to work on. Yes, I will work really hard during this period called the holidays. Although I may miss out in some parts of life, I do hope, I will be able to understand things better. Especially all the maths.

The only thing that overcomes hard luck is hard work.
Harry Golden

2008-10-22T19:11:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. Today, my mood seems to be better.

Well, it seems that I have all of a sudden become very very very very free! Yes, All of a sudden. The term is ALL OF A SUDDEN.

Apparently, students taking HMT will have to give a miss to the LTC, which also aka means that you will no longer be camp instructors for next year's sec 1s. Well, I dont really know whether it's a good thing, or not a good thing.

Next thing. Well, this pretty much sucked the hell of of everyone who was in a really pissed off mood. I am one of those. Well, if we are not going for the Elements, please, forcing is not an option. Imagine if you forced everyone to go for what they are not passionate about, what would happen? Well, imagine if you forced a whole group of students to take a subject that they absolutely loath. What's the end product? Failure. Exactly what I'm trying to put across. Well, if you were to make someone do something that they are not interested, passionate or in love in, no matter how much help, no matter how good the resources and facilities are, you will not, I emphasize, YOU WILL NOT do well in it. That' what my father said. That's what my mother said. Do it with your heart and soul, and your mindset and attitude will also change too. But what's there if you lose your interest? Nothing would benefit you. If a prize is to be won, you will need to do your part of being interested, not being all naggy and whiney, thinking of all sorts of excuses so that you can leave if you are forced into it.

Anyway, time is really running short. Always running from me. I think you may feel the same way too.

The above post is slightly incomplete. I dont really have much time to go make some sense out of it. Yeah

One cannot subdue a man by holding back his hands. Lasting peace comes not from force.
David Borenstein

2008-10-21T19:03:00.002+08:00

Cold hearted: Check
Silent: Check
Anti Social: Check

What else should I check next?

Well, the school is coming to an end, and now things seem to be piling up on and on, like there is a never ending road of coming back to school for study lessons, especially math. Both E and A. Well, I guess that that would me that more practice for the brain, for if you dont practice, your brain would go rusty. Yep, So, more lessons for math, mean more practice for the O's.

Chinese O's are coming up too. I have to start my practice in the Mother Tongue. I need to do well for it. I have to for this is a must! If not, I guess that my future is kinda gone for now. I want to focus and do well for all my subs, so since I have to the chance to not do Chinese when I go to a JC, I would like to grab onto the chance that I have, and make it worthwhile! :DDD

I think that I have a lot and alot of social personal problems. I guess that my poor expression ability and my uncomprehansible thoughts are the cause of my problems. Mainly, its not that I do not want to express the problem that I have, but my fear of the news being spreaded all over, my fear that the people being unwilling to accept my thoughts and mentalilty are slowing my rate of movement and all. Oh what the heck.

I think that my life is really hard to cope. May be you think yours is hard too. But the thing that we all have in common would be that Life's hard. Really harsh too. Right. And now, I think that I will not be able to make up my mind on deciding what I should do. First, I dont even know who to consult to share my thoughts. Right now, the mind I own is spinning like a fast paced top, and its really hard control it's movement. Trying to push it out, but it would just contnue, like there aint a tomorrow. If the top would just pause and let me think through for some time, I would really appreciate that. I would. Really. Even if there was a small milisecond of a pause, that would be a absolutely fine time for me to think through on what I should choose to do. For what should I concentrate on? There was this Elements project for Bio and well, I did not really give my reply, so I hope that I will not be going. I don't think that I should go. I doubt I would give it a 100% full commitment. And now, new stuff, there's gonna be the LTC. Same as last year. Gonna be camp intructor. Now, I am considering if I should opt out of it. Though it would be both interesting and enriching, I am really considering if I should give up this chance and do something else for the better of my life. Yeah. But since I am still given a few more hours to make my desicions, I would really go and ask around whether its worth going for me. I'm really weak in my subjects, and if I dont do well, I gotta say good bye to my 7 to 9 points dream. Like SAYONARA. Though I have yet to count my current score yet (report book aint with me yet) and I know, it would be at least a multiple of 2. or 3. That would be a double digit figure. That is like shit. I mean like real huge one. SHIT. So well, considering both sides of the factor, I would be able to avoid certain problems if I do go for this camp. I would get one pathetic point which is also known to be better then nothing fo my LEAPS and what's there to say? A part to be the camp intructor? Yes, all that and more. But, this will definitely 100% take up all my CCA time. NO MORE TRAINING TIME and I will be like SHIT and the most obvious thing of a lack of training mean bye to your dream too. Aspirations and dreams really hard to realise.

I sound really naggy repeating the same thing over and over again. Now, this blog is really sucky. Its really and seriously all crap. Wonder how the person who read this (though there is hardly any one) would see and feel about this. Maybe:

"OMG! SO sad! Why you feel your life is so sad! You must be more happy!"

"What a loser. What for open a blog if all you do is just grumble?"

"Diaozzzzz..... Ddhiss blog isshh really so annoying!" (I cant write like this. Eww.)

"So boring. NEXT!"

Ok, I dont really know what to type here, so that is what I am doing. Pretence. HAHA. Like real.

Anyway, I'll be back to procrastinate and complain like I always do. That's why a blog post is usually known as RANTS. Yeah. Need to rest my eyes.

And true enough, I have to focus on the upcoming events that are oh so near.

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
Buddha

2008-10-18T21:34:00.002+08:00

Well, I am gonna get sad now. Yes, I feel sad, and remorseful for all the choices that I take. They never seem to be the right choice, for some reason or another. But how can one tell? I wish I was less of a coward and more of a righteous and brave person, need not depend on another person's back as a cover, and just feel the wind all by myself. I wish.

So what's the point of me saying all this now? I dont think that what I say now would be of any use. That would be all words but no action. If I want to achieve that goal of mine, I guess, it is time for me to start using them wisely. I have to use them really wisely now, as time is always limited. Who is the master control of time? No one, but you have the power and discretion to make it work for you, provided if you are willing to work with it and work for it before that. How? I do not know, for everyone has their own style and working methods. What's yours? How can I tell? Only time itself would reveal it.

I realised that I have been blogging really often, probably that this is the method I release all the hot air that was stored deep within my ches. How can I remove without anyone hearing me out? May be it is just me, but I wish i knew more about myself. I can hardly understand my own head. It would be a joke if I said that i knew all about the other's situation, when I can hardly get a grasp of my own head. I need to start working hard. HARD. So, how do start to understand myself? Just see how you work and react, and please, be more anti social and also stop talking. Then will you be able to see a different light of your ownself. Well, an occasional smile should be fine, but keep a straight face at all time, like you are a cold and a distant person. So yeah. May be i should work this way.

I can pretty much tell that people are trying to cut the strings now. So, I guess that I will let them prepare the blade to chop them off. I dont really want to think too much, if I think too much, I will not be able to be acting normally, But, maybe I should think more often, then I'll have that pensive look on my face, and well, I can finally see the big picture. Funny, I keep contradicting myself. Hah.

I'll let all the others cut all the strings, I dont want to bother too much. I try too hard, and I feel even more horrible to see and to think about such things. I cannot stand this anylonger, so, I guess that it is about time that I forget about all the things like patching up. Time's not on your side, O's are all coming. IF you worry about such things, your performance will all drop. That was what happened this year. You cannot concentrate. Now, you need to help yourself regain balance and think proper. YOU, need to think properly. Start it now, Forget all the thoughts of repairing. They'll hurt most of the time, but you cant help it. If you rely too much on patching, you'll get a headache. You always do. Everyday. But you have to appear normal, like there aint a problem. If you give too much away, imagine what would happen to you. Like there would be any future in you thinking like this. Now, i think what i have typed out is absolutely confusing. HAHA.

I think that most people dont really get, that is why they find me positive. Yeah, like real. Does the post that I write have a majority of happy or distressing events? You can do the math.

Since this blog is really secluded, I dont really bother on the style and what I write out here. But if you find this really irritating, like a common blog post, just do what you would usually do, which is called disappear. Yeah. That would do for you and me. (:

I'm tired. I really am mentally and physically drained. I do not expect anyone to know, of course, especially those around. The concern would be all too sudden for me to handle. Weird huh.

Nat trials III is over. Wonder the results if I had been. :/

2008-10-18T16:57:00.002+08:00

If friendship causes much unhappiness, I'd rather not have one.

Hello there, I'm back from the FL. Its pretty much ok, but I need to tell you that, I have sore legs. Yes, sore legs.

Anyway, let's get back to the topic. Though it is important to have friends, I feel that what is the point of having a friend, if you are not being understood? If you want to voice your opinion out, you aren't being heard. If you want to share your problems, they don't seem to care. If you want to congratulate the pal, they take it as sarcasm. So, what is the problem? I dont know. Personality mismatch? Cant be, especially if you have known the person for sometime. So, if you are being so annoyed by the world, must as well leave the world. If you dont live it, they wont believe it.

There has always been this problem, that everytime I introduce this good friend to another good friend, I'll get left out. It is not only happening once, or twice, but it has repeated itself ever since i was in Primary Sch. Now, you tell me, what is the point of having friends if you know they are going to leave you sooner or later? Friends till death? Like that would every happen. Maybe for some, but rarely. The people that I keep in contact with now may not be really close to me back then, but just give time a chance to work it's magic, and now, they are my really good buds. Yes, I have really good buddies, and they are from my Primary school. They seem more understanding and willing to hear my problems then those I am with now. Not saying that all in the current sch are like this, but well, there are a few cases. Its been going on forever, and if I dont type this out, I bet no one would even know that I feel this way. But its good too. Glad that this blog is also kinda in a secluded area of the internet, where the many links all have disconnected families, or link to the older ones. But, i dont really care. So long as I can voice up my opinions, I feel contented.

Now, people say that they have tried their best to understand your mind. How hard have they tried? Let's just say they placed in all their effort in the first part of trying to get to know you, but once they found your inner personality, they think you are a monster, and they try to cut all strings, and attatch it elsewhere, where your pillar of support is. And to think that this is your so called pillar of support, for those strings are also being snapped by the same pair of scissors.

It is mean, saying all this kind of things behind the back of your closest pal, but it is also nessecary, for you to release the extra tension, kept behind a pounding wall. If you do not release all this, you will learn to regret, for your heart will start to explode and it will cause further damage. The world says share your pain with your closest friend, but how often are they willing to go to that extend?

So anyway, Hamilton has gotten to pole position once more for the Shanghai Grand Prix, that would be happening tomorrow. Let's wait for all the fun and games to happen. I'm supporting the team in RED. You? I do hope that Massa and Raikkonen would do well, and well, Alonso too. It would be cool, seeing all the redness going on the podium. Hah

People say that I am selfish. I do not deny. That is one of the Human Nature that everyone have, it just depends on the intensity of the attitude that you carry out and potray out. Let's just leave all the angst away for now, its really too late to start morning. Why would anyone mourn for you if you do happen to pass into another paradise? Why on earth would they do so? They care for you, they claim that they love you, but do they always feel this way? Maybe you will only get to experience it if they are really your number 1 beloved. If, they really love you, they will always remember you, for you are always etch into their minds. Who are they? Your family. You think that your so called buddies would even know that you have passed on? Maybe, if they saw the papers. Maybe, if they heard the message from a friend or two. Maybe, if they visited the coloumnborium (sp) or maybe, if they met you way up there. So, who really deserves your care and concern? I think i may have typed way too much, I'm pretty much off the topic. Yes, really off the topic already.

Maybe I have yet to truly understand the true meaning of friendship, probably I have yet to meet the real true friend from my current school.

Friendship... is not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything.
Muhammad Ali

2008-10-17T21:36:00.002+08:00

Today was pretty alright i guess.

Money No Enough 2, well, it is a really sad story about how all parents in Singapore hope that they will be served with filial piety, but alas, they all see that fade all away. They do hope that all their children would succeed in life, and are also willing to comprimise, so that they will have a chance to give their children a better and a safer future. Their faces, it may seem like there is nothing much, but in reality, their tears are often shed behind closed doors, where they are often by themselves. If the parents are selfless, why aren't their children doing that to them?

Anyway, today's programme is pretty fine, I guess that it is find and it is also kinda fun as well. Since free flow of food is the catch for me, I enjoyed the food. Yeah, food is really good. :D

Anyway, I have to learn not to think too much and also, not to talk too much. Yes, I talk by far too much. I have probably explained this many times, so i guess that this is no use if i continue to talk and harp about this again and again. So, what should we do? Nothing, i guess. Just need to constantly remind myself, please, DO NOT TALK TOO MUCH. Need to conserve some words as after thoughts.

Now, I am going to say I will be very sad. Not going to say the reason, but I will just say, I will be very sad. But, nevermind me then. I think that the sadness will all evaporate away soon enough, I hope.

Since there aint much for me to say, I feel that I should get off here now, and leave and prepare for tomorrow.

He who angers you conquers you.
Elizabeth Kenny

2008-10-16T17:23:00.002+08:00

Hello there. I am very depressed.

I am sad. Yes, my results they are all back. I dont like them all at all. Therefore, this is a learning point for me to work really hard, and I will, yes, I will work hard to achieve what I want. 9 POINTS. I'm am really far from it. And all the subjects that i heavily depend on, they just flew away from me, and it is disappointing. If the combination of the CT3 results are really combined, then, I will be sad. YES, I WILL BE SAD.

Sometimes, I wonder, why on earth do we have to study so hard? Why, do we need to strive for perfection? The answer is always right infront of us. Well, we have to work hard for one reason. FUTURE. Without a good foundation in your education, no part of the futuristic society would want to accept you. And they will not accept you. You cannot get a high class job, you will not be able to succeed even if you understand. What do we do about that? Work hard. That is why we have to study. And there are many people who are unaware that the future is always in their hands, and they have to study, even if they are not good at it. Well, they have to do that until they find something that they are good at. What is it that all of us have a natural talent that can help us succeed in life? I guess that we have to wait for time to reveal it to us. Or, we should just get impatient and forget about what we are suppose to look for.

I see that everyone is not worrying about their results. Even those who did well, are now preparing for their O's next year. Those who are still enjoying life, doing really mediocre in their subjects, well, I do hope that a miracle would save them from everlasting devestation. It is pain, if we do not do well for our O's. That, would very much be the end of life if we do not do well for our subjects. I dont really know how to help myself. I need to ask for help for the parts that i need help in now. Since I vaguely have a plan on how to use my holidays wisely, it should be that I would be going into the anti social mode soon enough. Time is up for fun and games, it is time for the seriousness. I need to be serious, introverted and anti social once more. Well, time to say good bye with the smiles and happy face, thinking time is here.

I have to start to work. What happends to my future if I cant get a good thing done? I really really really really really really really really have to work hard. Cry? No tears fall. Whine? No noise drift out. I think that I have to rely on myself. Now, or never.

I need to set my plans out really neatly. Well, there are a few things that I need to accomplish. They are absolutely important to me. They are:

-HMT O's
-Meet up with Eunice
-Meet up with Shuyi and Melinda
-Study A and Emath
-Practice Chem Mole concept
-Get more Bio practices
-Do more History and SS revison and Practices
-Read and understand Geog better
-Practice Mother Tongue
-Make improvement for English
-Trainnnnn harder.
-Improve on the anti social behaviour pattern

I have to be more anti. And why do i feel this way? Only the anti social people would be able to understand the big picture better. They can keep their emotions in check, without letting it run freely and allows their emotions to be by their side, and thus they never really reveal who they truly are, for they are like the shadows, who only appear when they are suppose to, and as they fade away, no one really notices their presence. And yet, they bring in cool comfort for those who are the hot blooded and active, allowing them to see and enjoy what there is in life other then a fast paced world. Therefore, only the anti social people, well, they will be able to study better, for all their emotions are always readily deleted and removed, thus resulting them to be cold and emotionless.

I think that my eye degree is increasing once more. It is all happening once again. YAY. Like real. I like coffee tunes, and those relaxing guitar songs, that really helps put you in the mood as if you would like to enjoy the world once more. And it is really soothing, but i dont really know how to get them. But, I guess that they would all come when they would want to. :D

I need to build more stamina. This means, i have to start exersicing. Yah, like YH can do all the extreme things. Heh. But I would like to be a better slasher. YES, BETTER SLASHER. Hah

Time to be more silent too. I think, I talk too much for my own good and so, if i shut my mouth for once, i guess that i would be able to save myself, and also the other people in the world alot of trouble. :) So, i am not gonna talk too much. YAY. Let's hope i will one day become so anti social, that I would segregate from society, thus becoming an outcast. Then, my future would be so bleak, I dont really know what I should do. Let's just stick to studying for now.

Today's sky is grey. I would hope that it would be blue tomorrow.

The roots of education are bitter, but the fruit is sweet.
Aristotle

2008-10-15T18:12:00.002+08:00

Good day to all. School just started today. YAY?

Well, as expected, they returned to us the exams scripts already. Although they may be a little disappointing, i am glad to say, that i have improved, so yeah. But, it also means, that i have to work even harder to achieve my goals. English is an A2, Chinese is a C5 (not bad, did not fail!)

Good job for me then. But, i gotta work. Work really really hard. Yep. That will be what I would like to aim for. Yes. Definitely. :DDD haha. I do really do and absolutely do want to do well for the O level Chinese. Even though I have just been doing all the crap by talking all the time, but i will still, Have to do well. I need to lah, not have to. IT IS A MUST! Well, most of it is to live up to the family name, and well, the other small section would probably to do well for myself. Yeah. It wont be that bad if i have HMT, think that it would be pretty cool to tell the truth. Heh. :)

Even though i scored a mediocre C for my chinese,i must still work to perfection. Though that would be hard to come by, i know that i have to work really hard for my chinese compo section. Its the only part that i can score. So, here comes creativity, and down goes philosophy. FOR now. Maybe that would come in handy. Personally think that philosophy can help a person do better in life. YEAH.

So, I guess that i have to start more work now. But, the sad thing is, that i have to train too. Now, i have to have an aim.(Its too lofty and lao ya pok for me to say out, so I'll keep it to myself.) And since a dream is something that helps a person move towards their goal, I NEED A Dream. DREAM BIG AND FAR. Though they may be stupid at times. Just go to where you think you can go, not too far far away, and hurt your bottom when you fall right to the bottom of the ground. That is why people cry when they fail to reach their goal. THEY think too far. That is a little bad too. A person must know where he or she stands. Then, they can progress in a slow yet stable manner, always assured and consistent in his or her path.

So yeah. Apart from the ugly scarred finger that i have, the rest of me should be fine. (:

I need more eye breaks. I can feel that my eye is increasing in its degree. Probably that is why i feel really weird yesterday. Haha.

Next F1 race is this Friday, Saturday and SUNDAY. That would be in Shanghai, China. Well, go Massa and Raikkonen! YEEEEEEAAAAAAHHHHHH! Hahah. I think i support Ferrari, despite they funny "circus" comments, but hey, i support the racers, not the boss. So yeah... :D

My sis supports Alonso. Well... hope there wouldnt be any surprises this week anymore. But they also help to increase the fun factor of the race.

See yah. Time to rest my eyes.

The lunatic, the lover, and the poet, are of imagination all compact.
William Shakespeare

2008-10-13T14:05:00.002+08:00

Well, i gotta say, that the holiday that i am having now, well, its BORING.

Though its only for 2 days, this is by far one of the most worthless days that i am having. Good thing that i am going to have training later. YAY. Well, that means that there will be something to perk up my life. And, i am still completing Geog notes. That is good news, i guess. But, this will have to continue until i finish all the note writing that i have to do. Good.

Well, tomorrow, i dont think that it would be that boring lah. Should be more interesting. Hope that the days will not be so dull tomorrow. Will be completing all my work for the geog and i will start on Bio notes, or SS notes. That will at least help me finish up my other stuff. Once i am done with that, I will start to practice for Chinese. O levels, please let me get a A2.

Okay, since there aint relaly nothing much for me to do at the moment, must as well just go back and start the note writing again. See you next time. Chows.

The wind is very nice
And it feels just like ice

All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.
Walt Disney

2008-10-12T19:04:00.002+08:00

Hello there. I think that having a bandaged index finger is really hard to type. Yes, its really hard. Anyway, i'm just here to add in some post. Yeah

I have cramps and ache from yesterday. Its been a while since I last trained, so no wonder to that. It aint all that bad. Its not really that painful, but i dont really like the feeling. Was expecting a more major one, but well, this is also good too. Yepp. :D

So, anyway, i'm starting on revisions already. Well, since i have nothing better to do, must as well finish up all the notes that i want to complete. Better then sitting there doing nothing. It save more time, so that when the exams start, i will have less things to complete. Just need to do the memory work and yes, I'll be done with it. :DDD

I think i am in a good mood today.

I must also learnt to talk less. I talk too much, much more then the limit that i should yo. Need to curb in the words i use. So, more of big words, and less of description. Especially when it comes to certain things. YES.

Must, also be less confident. Yes. I need to be more humble too.

Success is a lousy teacher. It seduces smart people into thinking they can't lose.
Bill Gates

2008-10-10T18:30:00.002+08:00

Hello y'all. EXAMS ARE OVERRRRR!

Well, this is an update on how the things are going on. Ok, let's start with the very beginning. Now, let's do with English first.

English:

Very ugly handwriting for my composition. Didnt really understand the question for the situational writing. This really makes my paper really ugly and well, its pretty much all crap. The composition i wrote, well, i thought that they did not really make any sense and well, let's just hope that they will be a good result. Well, for the next part, paper 2, i guess that i have really got to work harder. I think i could basically understand the passage, but i cant really comprehend. Heh. We'll see the results. Soon enough.

Mother Tongue:

I can do paper 1! Yes, i think i can understand it, and even though most people did the newspaper report, while i think i am the only person who did narrative, i think my story is rather alright. May be a little bland though. I hope the chinese situational formal letter would be alright, EVEN THOUGH alot of people did the INFORMAL letter. Yes. And after paper 1, we have paper 2 to complete. This paper was a complete disappointment, for i was expecting to do pretty fine with this. Though i can answer majority of them, i bet that there will be one part that is filled with crap. Yeah. the part, let's see, its really hard. YEAH. and it is the cloze passage. Summary, well, i nearly finished, but ran outta time, and that is it. Bye bye paper and 20 ++ marks.

Social Studies:

What do i say, its rather alright I guess. Well, i did study hard for the Governance in Singapore, so I thought it would be better if i did that. But, it aint there. So, did the one on Sri Lanka and Northern Ireland. Yeah. Pretty alright i guess. I hope i will be able to do well. Not sure about the SBQ part thougth, it was the part on Governance.

Emath Paper 1:

Er, guess that this was ok, i think it was pretty fine. NOt that bad, but still alright, there were still some challenging questions. And since i was never really able to grasp math as easily as the other subjects, i guess that this was ok. Well, Emath hasnt killed me yet...

Geography Paper 1:

Ok, this was pretty alright since there was only Rivers and Coast tested, also map reading. But, i am not so sure about the map reading part. Elaboration, i'm alright with them. But, i think that the part where there was the part where you had to measure, i think that was harder. Well, went into italics from here on. All the handwriting were slanting towards the right. Yeah. That definitely looked much better then the ones for the English paper, where i had really ugly handwriting. Still messy, but more organized this time. Did not leave paragraphs. Great. But all the information, i still prefer writing in one whole chunck. Hah.

Chemistry:

DIE ALREADY. I CANNOT DO MOLE CONCEPT!!!! AHHHHHHHHH! shit. I cannot understand the mole concept, and i think that will definitely take away my A1 for chemistry. Shitttttt. I need that A1 really badly. I want them back! If i could turn time back, i would go and study for the chemistry and practice like that was the only thing being tested. Oh crap. other then the mole, i think the rest are alright, for the time being.

Geography paper 2:

Three questions, do one compulsory, choose the other. Pretty interesting, i guess that means that I chose one easier one. Well, panicked to study. Nothing much went into the head. Thank goodness for earplugs. Life was better without noise at times. But, there was really a annoying catch, that would be that i am not sure and not confident, like always.

Emath Paper 2:

Now, this did not kill me yet. Not yet. Still living at that point in time, but there were definitely more challenging questions. I hope that i could be able to do an A2 for my emath. Yeah. It is ok lah. But confidence is still lacking.

History:

Hahaahaaaaa. Only studied 2 out of 5 chapters. Most people studied on the authoritarian regimes. But i only did the TOV and Fascist Japan. But well, Hitler came out for the SBQ, but all the knowledge on him just flew to me head. I did the Fascist Japan for the other one. Yeah. I think it should be fine, for now.

Amath:

Killer paper. I died.

Biology:

Yay! Very happy for that is the very and very last paper. Yup. And since it is the last paper, it is also the best thing, cause i am currently chilling out. Haha. The paper was alright in my opinion, but there are still some parts that i did not really understand. For i did not study ANYTHING on plants, all did was just glance and flip through the textbook, most of the info on plants that i studied just flowed, except more significant and exact ones. Hehe. But, i did manage to get the respiration part in my head, thanks to Priya. Hah. Well, it was more of the RICE and the ERIC that helped in the movement of the intercostal muscles, but yeah. Should be fine now. Glad that i studied the part on the cardiac cycle, for THAT really came out. :D

Now, currently, i am gonna chill for one or two days, and back to studying again. Need to practice on MOLE and AMATH. I also have to complete making all the notes for the subjects that require memory work. SO yeah. Tomorrow gonna start to train again. YAY. Like seriously, YAY. I think i am now a blob of fat. Yes, in intake is more than my output of energy. See me break the weighing scale.

Going to miss the 18 Oct National Trials III. I will so hate myself. AHHHHHHHHHH! But hey, there is still the financial literacy thing being facilitator is not all that bad. Yeh. Should be fine, if i dont think too much. I hope.

Good evening to all, Sun has set and it is now in the dinner time. Yeah.

"Knowledge speaks, but wisdom listens.": - Jimi Hendrix

2008-09-15T00:18:00.004+08:00

I know that the time now is pretty late so well, i'm just gonna make this short and sweet.

Well, basically, the SJC fencing team that consisted of all 6 sec 2s have done a pretty good job on their competition (Under 14). Some were doing their first, others were doing their second. And there is also a bunch of them, who had gone for so many, that they decided to outshine and bring out their true potential. Well, SJC fencing salle has done an excellent job!! :D I went there to see all of them there and well, it was really nice to see all of you guys do your best and have EXCELLENT SPORTSMANSHIP.

Well, if you dont believe me, here is something for you to take a look at.
So if you cant see it you may wanna blow it up. But basically, SJC has done a really good job! (I know that this post is a little late cause it was already over a week ago-.- but well, since i found evidence to prove to all, have a good look at it! Haha. I feel so proud of all of them.)

Good job to all fencers! Mei Li, Charlotte, Alexine, Roro, Jia Qi and Shiva! :DDDD

We clinched not only gold, but also the silver. Well, we can be kind a benevolent to give out the two other bronzes to the others. Well, it feels good to be nice to others, despite them giving to horrible inconsiderate disrespectful lack of sportsmanship vile disgusting vulgar horrendous disgusting annoying faces, attitude, posture, mindset, and well, not all but some of them are really there. There there there that you wanna slap their tiny little cheeks till it turns bloody red and you laugh with a hideous voice, as if you have just done the Rape of Nanjing with the offensice side.

I know i am suppose to be sleeping, but i just have to post this. I will forget if i have left it for tomorrow. Besides, there is still chinese, bio(annoying zigzaw puzzle) amath and emath. Well, i am finishing all i need to complete. Glad that is happening! :D

Tomorrow is today. Well, i still think that we fencers have done a really good job. :DDD. So now, i must aim higher. Well, i dont aim for a medal, but just hope that i will get into the round of 16 in the next match and if i do well enough, round of 8 and mayyyyyybe (abit of luck to national team)

But, studies 1st. At least need to have 5 As. 3 A1 and 2 A2. Bio and Chem needs an A1. Emath too. SS and History A2 and Geog A2. English too. Chinese, well, i wanna continue HMT!!! and Amath, need to get a C6 to continue. ahha. But, my aim now is a B4. :D

AIM AND SUCCEED
NEVER FAIL TO FALL
PICK UP AND TRY ONCE MORE
IF NOT JUST BAZOOKA AWAY THAT GIANT WALL.

Good morning to all. I am now going to sleep.

*Disclaimer: The image above was taken from FencingSingaporeeeee. That image was merely edited for easier reference. Thanks :D

*HAHA will not be blogging till 3 to 4 weeks later. Chows.

2008-09-09T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hi yo.

I am suffering from technological apparatus addiction. Somebody help me.

Apparently, i can survive not touching the computer. But the problem arises only when i start to use it like NOW! SO help. Anyone. I cannot say DON TOUCH. cause i seriously still need to use it. AND yes. I have issues with this thing.

Tv is not a prob for me. Nothing is interesting at the moment. Haha. But i really am really am reallyyyyyyy getting annoyed with myself. i cannot study! Ok, all except Math.

I still have that AMATH that i havent finished yet. Somebody help me. Well, actually, i can help myself, but i am just too scared to touch the Amath. Too scared to see that blank look on the face i have. (i cannot do. Tried the ones, but failed in attempting it.) I am so screwed this exam.

Oh, if i dont do well for this exam, i can say good bye to all fencing and all council and all the things in the world. HAHA. i htink that this computer will also go too. I seriously need to start to break off from the internet. And i know how. i will go block off all the favourite sites that i like to go. YES. sadly, that has to be done. And i know it works! And no more youtubing. And no more other fun stuff. but heck, i think that internet is getting a little boring for me. SO, there aint anything i am worrying about now.HAHA

I cannot think anything else to say for the moment. But if i do, i may just come back here to add on to what i have to say. Btw, i lost my typing skills alr. need to work on that too. If not, i will end up with a really slow typing speed. Well, that is all for now. (:

I need to change my facebook photo. I died in friendster. Haha. (last login: ???)

I want to see the old rosyth people. Its been a while. Kinda miss them. haha. (:

BTW, SA1 STARTS THIS SEPTEMBER AT THE 23RD AT 14.45PM.

Work work work
Pile along the lines
It flies to the sky and it seems so high
My, that is like a nursery rhyme.

2008-09-02T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hello there. Holidays. YEAH.

Ok, besides having to do all the other homework, i am trying my best to complete everything as soon as i can and start my math revision. Yes. I need to pass amath. I cannot afford to fail it. By the way, i need to do all the chinese revision that i can before it is too late. Time to flush out the unnecessary out of my brain. it takes up too much space already. Floosh...

Anyway, i have to start training again. Last week, it was really slack. Not just one day, But the entire week! Yes, it was all fun and games, not kick in the body. I have to start training or i will really get that weak when i start again. ahha. Heck. i dont really bother, but well, i do need to work out soon. Thursday and Friday, here i come.

Besides all that, i need to complete the Bio project. i need to know and i really have to do some thinking. By the way, i am finally finishing all the chineses things i need to do. that is a good thing, i suppose, well, then i just have to start with all that homework.

My live revolves around homework. What does yours?

2008-08-19T22:06:00.003+08:00

I need to work on my blade. ALOT. Seriously, i think i suck.

Well, study group planning not going on as smoothly as expected, but hey, things will work out eventually. I hope. Anyway, things may seem a little out of hand and i think that i know why and why and why. But i hope that everything will be fine. Soon. Need to return to planning again.

I am angry. ARGH! Especially with Chemistry. And a whole lot of other things. Hurray, i am not optimist. So glad. At least i have found my own identity. Whoo Hoo.

Notebook, notebooks and more notebooks. Paper and Electronical. Well, I will go and do more of my research on more interesting stuff. Hah. Well, i do hope that i will be able to find interesting things on the internet.

Many many projects just love to fall next week. CME has to be done by friday, Geog project on next Tuesday, Chinese WB assestment thing needs to be done by Tuesday (great, not even half done), Chinese Test Story book one Next wednesday, Tomorrow is an arguementative essay that needs to be done, and oh! there are many things happening next week. Bernie's b'day(woots!), teacher's day (deco still not done! AGGGHH) and i just feel so pressurised, i cannot think of anymore things! OHHH. Clementi is on Monday evening too. Screw myself. Mainly are just coming from one particular source(uses the finger and points at it now). All crap. And the best thing that has ever happened, would be that i have yet to get any gifts for important friends! Shoot me. Bang, and I fall.

Crap. I need to work hard. Doubly hard. I wont be using this machinery for any time sooner, until i get my work all completed. See you around, if time permits.

I need to save time.
But its like saving a dime.
That's the size of a lime.
Rolling fast, away from life.

2008-08-16T21:39:00.002+08:00

Hey yo. One week. That is so cool

I am a very very evil person. well, did a mean thing. Haha. But, glad it did not hurt anyone. I hope. It is really indirect, so indirect that the person did not even know about it. Haha. We'll see about that later, but for now, i am going to search for more things. i really need to find gifts for friends. Seriously. So many birthdays, so little time. AHHHHHH!

I think that this time, my CT can be considered as a mediocre or maybe an improvement. Many of them, just required one more mark to move on the the next grade. How annoying. One more mark to a A1, One more mark to an A2, one more mark to a B3, one more mark to a C5.

Chem was pretty annoying. I hated that part. I needed just this much to get what i needed. Well, this time, i doubt that there would be many A1 appearing. There goes both sciences. AHHHHH.

Tired of screaming, see you in a weeks time, i think

(:

2008-08-08T17:10:00.002+08:00

As promised, i have returned.

BEIJING OLYMPICS!080808!

Well, today was fine. School ended pretty much early. Gah! So good. I wish that would be an everyday affair, unfortunately, that is only a very rare chance. Hah.

Into a good mood today, see you guys another time. Nothing much to say at the moment. HAH.

Keep your thoughts to yourself,
Hide all emotions,
Never reveal who you are,
Under any circumstances.

2008-08-07T19:23:00.003+08:00

Hello y'all. Its been awhile.

Anyway, CTS are officially over today, with Biology being the last paper. I'm glad, seriously. I survived not touching this machine for a week! That is an achievement for me, I had been itching to touch it for a really long time. Haha. Anyway, nothing really important, big and all happened. I think it is just being ordinary. Other then the stressing out part about the exams, i think all is fine. WELL, i need the stress to work. Who doesnt?

Glad that i passed my Amath (Finally! yes!) and well, i did pretty alright for the rest of the subjects. Passed HMT too, and well, Chem and Emath! I want to kill these two papers! both are on the same day, both needed one more mark to move to the other grade! WHYYYYYYY. Why torture me like this!? I just need one more for and A1 and another for an A2! this is such a disgrace, oh my, i need to buck up for all of them. Seriously, all my subs are really lagging behind. Esp chem. i need you to work hard! WORK HARD!!!!

Bio was pretty alright, but let's wait for the results before i say anything else. Hah. Well, i hope to do better for all the other subjects, i need to work hard, i really have to. Os for the MT are in november the fifth, its time to work and plan ahead. September is the month where SA will come, i need to do more planning, start working hard! No more lagging and slacking, that aint gonna do any good if you wanna score hard.

I need to do more bucking up. I need to apply more stress for myself. HAH. Well, if im not back to update during the National Day, just wanna wish you guys happy National Day :D

2008-07-09T19:37:00.002+08:00

Hey to all. It's been a while.

I am into the book reading mood again! that is a good news for me!

One down, four more to go. oh man, i think that i practically screwed up my entire oral with a poor reading. i have no smooth sailing with that. i need improvement. but glad that my conversation is good going. i did go out of point for a moment, but i am still happy that i went back in track. i hope that i did not really stutter too much...

Anyway, i want to start doing a little more practice for my training, there will be an FSI this coming tuesday and wednesday, and the best part would be that i am also having LC on that tuesday! OMGOMGOMG. i am going to dieeeeee. i sound very exaggerated.

anyway, i will be going to do some work now. this is just to keep the life of the blog moving. well, who likes something stuffy and stagnated?

2008-06-25T20:01:00.002+08:00

I need a getaway holiday. Suffering from severe mental breakdown, i think i am losing my sense and my life. Great. How can life be so beautiful when it is merely an excrutiating pain that is releasing itself onto the pitiless human life?

i feel dumb all of a sudden. haha, there is no particular reason.

I find myself thinking of random things all of a sudden, but i dont really know what happened. haha. i keep spacing out for no rhyme or reason, but i think that i am really bored and all, so yeah. haha.

Holiday homework should have been done weeks ago. now i find myself being an idiot wasting time doing it here. ahah. Wth. I need help for Amath, esp the quadratic equations and all. i find the surds and log being an ok thing, though i need more practice so i would not be that careless. ahha.

i am done living. Tomorrow is some ones b'day. and i will be working for the school again. AHHHH! 7OTH anniversary. WTH!

Silence that creep into the sky
Night is now illuminated by a light
Sigh, its such a pretty sight
Now i begin to doubt if its a lie.

2008-05-27T22:36:00.001+08:00

I am back from Penang. Woo Hoo. yeah, its really boring to come back here to blog, but Penang was nice. It is a little small getaway island. Yeah. i think its nice. (:

Time to get going. pretty quick, this is how i feel. Blogging is becoming Boring. Wow.

2008-05-20T20:27:00.002+08:00

Today's night view is pretty cool. I like the Moon. Really big and Nice:D

I think that everyday is going to be random and repetition. WOW. Movie Marathon all day long. No more checking of papers, all the things are keyed into the system already. I suck at all and yea, i do really need help in everything that i do. Shit.

Good night y'all. See you another time.

2008-05-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

Life is fragile.

That's all i gotta say today.

2008-05-14T20:09:00.002+08:00

i am caught in between the crossworlds right now.

Oh shit, that sucks alot. Big time. Seriously i have no idea what to do and how to do things now.

Failed alot of subjects this time. THREE. Amath, HMT and Social studies. SS was being an ASS. WTH. i spent so much time to study for that, spent alot of time just to make it perfect and this is what i get. A fail. I think that others got t hard too. Practically the whole level failed it. There was hardly any passes. Practically 85% of the level had gotten it hard and well, i feel their pain. Seriously i feel that. I wonder how i did for History now.

Amath was disappointing, but i did learn a new lesson. I learnt that repeated practices had to be done to help you do well for your exams. I want to put that into my practices and i am sure that i will do that.

Mother tongue had returned on monday. Shocked was the only expression i had on my face. I wanted to have a borderline pass but i guess that we really have to aim much higher than that. I ahve to find a thing to do and put it ito use. I need to study!

Caught into a wildfire situation.i have no idea how to solve it. My eye is going boners, i am sure that i will be blind in matter of years. I cant go blind now. not just yet. There are still too many thingst that i have to accomplish.

i need help and in SERIOUSLY need help. I cannot really do them and i really need to know what kinda of actions i should do. I dont really knwo. I need to study and i aslo want to do things. Its a battle between the needs and the wants. But both are equally good and appealing.

if this is the life i will be leading from now on, Please. Let me be alone for now.

The sound of light
So fast yet bright
Every minute is might
Nothing was last in this fight.

2008-05-08T14:33:00.000+08:00

I toldyou guys i'll be back once the exams are over.

Well, i am done with my last paper. I think that i may not really win the whole thing. Yeah, its a hard thing to do, i dont really know if i can pass Amath. If i can do well, i'll be glad. If not i will just work a lot harder.

Turned 15 yesterday. Hurray. Yeah, its really bland right now, but i dont really know on what i should say other than Happy Belated Birthday to myself. Haha.

I think that life's really getting interesting right now. I dont really blog these few days, so i apologise to those who always comehere to look for things to look at. So yeah, its really dull cause i cant blog during the exams :D

I am gonna go off now. Tomorrow's a free day for me:) See you guys soon.

2008-04-23T22:01:00.002+08:00

Hello to the world. I;m back, at least for this moment. Hah.

THE BLOGGER HERE WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT FOR VISITING HERE, BUT UNFORTUNATELY, I WOULD BE GOING ON A HIATUS. AHAH. WHAT DO YOU DO ABOUT THAT SA1?

I bet you guys, when reading the first few lines, might be shocked, or atleast though i was going to close this place. Neh, took me kinda a while to blog my days, so yeah. Anyway, i will be studying so yeah. Good luck to all having their SA1. (:

I'm in a awesomely sacarstic mood. Dont ask why, for i can write an essay on just one topic.

Good day to y'all.
Night sky is fuzzy.
Mornin' is grumpy.
My eyes are now baggy.

2008-04-04T19:46:00.002+08:00

I feel tired. I mean seriously tired.

I dont get the reason behind me being tired, when i rest at 11 pm at night all this time. This makes no sense.

I think i am too tired to even listen to a little bit of history, that i have to fall asleep during class. This aint good.

My mood is also not in the best tip top performance. I feel that i need to improve both languages and mathematics. I need to train fro 2.4 too!!! I really need to, seriously, i have to train now.

I'm too tired to write anything now. So good day to y'all, have a lovely week up ahead.

2008-04-01T19:17:00.000+08:00

Hello. Time really flies, dont you think?

I still have yet to finish chinese. SHIT. No way great for me. I have not finished ss worksheet but that can be completed rather quickly. I need to do all the other things, which are like ARHGG!!! I dont feel right today, so i am here to rant and scream.

I feel nonsensical. Bleah.

2008-03-28T19:55:00.002+08:00

Hey yo.

I havent really been here for a while, so yeah. I think this would be the first time in 2 weeks huh? Yeah. But I think that some stuff arent really meant to be said so yeah, I dont want to talk about some things.

Tomorrow is the AC. Great. That means i have to wear court shoes that do not look like that and get myself into great trouble. How perfecto. I think i really need to say things that i want to say, but doesnt really matter anyway, it just kinda get me all agitated and all. Nothing great about blazers and all. Kinda stuffy and hot. Man, i think i should have brought my blazer home, i could have air dried it to the super fresh scent, not stuck in the council rooms. Oh well, what does that do anyway? Nothing.

I feel that my council photoshop design really is retarded. RETARDED. I made a man wear a pinafore and gave him some hair and made him into a silhouette. That was really good, so good people thought that it was really a real human. Haha. 'Till i show them the image of the funny guy. I made him some hands as there was a basket ball blocking them. They look funny, really weird.

PFT is coming. I wanna build up my stamina for the 2.4 km run. I need to build that up. I think that running with long legged people arent great. So demoralising. But well, that has really made me wanna improve:D I am going to work towards perfection for that :D

I am gonna end off here. I need to go get some stuff done. Tomorrow, i will be in school all the way from 7.30 am to 6 pm. Aint that great? it is so similar to coming to school, just that there are lesser people. HAHA.

The clouds sway and change,
Look! Elephant head!
That looks just like a blade!
But the sunset just doesnt wait.

Good evening to all, have a great week up ahead.

2008-03-20T18:38:00.002+08:00

I am damn upset.

Not because i had done badly for my amath retest, but i just realised i over worked my guitar. The 5th string had snapped!!!! D':

I cannot play, and i just found out today. Tomorrow's a public holiday, unlikely for me to do anything about it. Most places would be taking a day's off, and i dont think that i would like that.

Anyway, things are pretty much alright. I am not a confident person to begin with, so i cannot really say much here. Not really a private area,but yea.

Anyway, i think that the time is really passing really really fast. I need to start to do the Photoshop for council. I really should have sat on the ground. Not cool. I ain great with designing.

SO yeah, I am angry, not with anyone but myself :(

What i want? Just being able to study, and not get annoyed by anything. Seriously i am annoyed easily.

Wham! And it just went Snap!
And it just bled, like a river splash.

2008-03-13T19:02:00.003+08:00

Today is a rainy day.

The weather aint nice today. Haha. Heavy down pour.

I need to learn how to concentrate and not get distracted by other things around me. Not good at all. I realised that google is a wonderful search site. Find anything, anywhere. Haha.

I need to learn how to do zuo wen properly. Hah.

Good evening,
The sun's setting,
But wait!
It share no glimpes upon the cold earth.

2008-03-11T19:35:00.002+08:00

Hello there.

This is suppose to be the holiday week, and then again i am back into school to complete what i need to do. The best thing is alot of math (A, E) has been given to be completed over the holidays. Great.

My current plan is to complete all homework by tomorrow. After that, i can go and do my other subject revision. My main weakness lies within the Languages and my mathematics. Amazingly, i also did kinda alright for my SS, which i believe that i would not do very well in. The more amazing news would be that i hardly studied for the SS test that day and guess what? I did pretty alright. But most of them came from previous memory work. So maybe doing the quadrant also helped a little, but i really need to work hard on the Mother Tongue. O level chinese are heading to me this year!

Ok, dinner is almost done. Yes that is really really late, but i dont really care. I eat pretty much around this time.

I want to say some stuff, but well, cannot come out. That's not cool at all.

Aromatic dinner candles,
Blend in with the tasty noodles.

2008-03-07T21:19:00.003+08:00

TODAY was sport's day :D

Kinda alright, school was fine(:

Really long mass. But kinda interesting. Nearly fell asleep, but seriously could not.( sitting behind me are the hahahas.) But yeah. I think i was kinda alright.

After mass was the gospel singing competition. Closing the curtain while others are performing aint cool at all yo. ): Its pretty mean, making them restart (annoying too). But yeah. People are beginning to dress up like rock stars man. They are so gonna act like superstars one day. Hah.

Break time was not fun. Ljs doesnt really have good service counter people ( but probably patronizing about the other food shop in there premises wasnt really a great idea too) But that's pretty much annoying, 'cause they just were unwilling to open up an extra counter. (ain't money your deal?) But well, that's that. They just did not want to have us in the place i guess. Haha. Food was too much for me to take, so i decided to da pao it. I ate it back from Sport's day. Ha. They shop was just being a soreloser i guess. What to do? There was just so many empty spaces in between those seats. I guess that there was nothing much that could be accomplished.

No time to walk, so did aiming and speed walking :D I think that might not really be great though.haha. But well, that's kinda ok, i guess.

Sport's Day :D the main thing of the day. Well, duty was kinda fine. Weather too, though there were alot, ALOT of threatening clouds present. I dont like threats like that. It really isn't nice. Ha. Anyway, idid not really like the gunshot. Airhorn was fine, but gun shot just feels as if there is an epicenter( the gun) and its waves just spread like the woosh type of effect. haha. Sound travels:)

So yeah. I think i'll end off. Need to get ready for tomorrow. Very the lecheh leh!

2008-03-04T19:14:00.002+08:00

School asked us to do the target setting once more. Really devestated with the overall things that were going on. Seriously upset with the entire thing. If i only added a little more stuff into my studying, i think that would not really have much of a problem.

Sport's day will be at Bishan so that's good news, The other thing would be there wont be any Swim Meet this year!!!! I feel really really, super duper depressed. That was teh only thing i could look forward too. I think its most probably they couldnt get any swimming pools for us to use, and then come up with a super duper lame excuse saying:" There aint swim meet, so let's go for the games day'. I think that would be like the most "awesome" thing ever, seriously.

I am not really suppose to be here, but really needed to see somethings. My bro will be in China tomorrow and well, yeah. Haha. He'll only be back on the Monday. Yeah.

Now is the end. Yeah. Get a great day up ahead. You'll need that.

Evening breeze sways the trees,
Sigh, what a wonderful light.

2008-03-03T23:07:00.001+08:00

I know that i am suppose to be resting by now, and i gave up studying for my ss cause i needed to use the computer. Well it wasnt really a desperate need, but then i was really unable to study for some reason.

I am really pissed off with a certain website that eliminated all of my favourite shows!!!! I am so darn it pissed off i dont think i want to tell the world who this annoying site is. They even removed the private ones! That is so not cool can? i mean you hide them and preven teh world from accecsing and now you aredoing this? that is not fair, not at all.

I will watch my show the day after its release, Friday, Saturday, i must atleast watch it before it is deleted, if not, i wll feel so upset with myself i dont htink i can continue my day. I might wanna tell some people about this(:

ANNOYING.

2008-02-26T21:52:00.001+08:00

I'm suppose to be doing stuff for the SS quadrant. I cant draw, that's the point. Its scary to see such a big school too.

I am a really random kid. I realised.Wasnt this bad last year, now i am losing my brain and skills. :O

Anyway, tomorrow with heats. That's cool. Get to miss lessons (: Haha, i know it sounds really weird, but well, EL is boring. Not that its cool that nothing really is being done but i really cannot stand stuff that are so boring you sit there and stone. Not good as you may fall asleep. Nearly did that during that talk. HAH. You can't blame me, almost everyone was doing that.

I cannot blog. Or atleast i cannot type. Cant message and well write too. That aint good. Must touch those items more. I'm becoming more of an air head. I cannot allow it to happen. I dont like that.

argh! Life really is getting on my nerves. Cant do the alpha and beta even though every one has gotten the grasp of it. NOT GOOD!

i need to stop talking, start working. Good night everyone. Have a good day up ahead.

2008-02-19T21:39:00.000+08:00

Hello there.

I dont really expect anyone to be here reading or what so ever, 'cause this really is brand new and all so yea. All Done. As in for the skins and all and all the name blab and blab.

Days are really getting old. Gonna fail my double math paper. I now begin to suspect whether CGT is really up to standard for me. Heard some remarks that are really irksome. All the blah here and there, what ever!

Naturally, i dont expect you to know what i am saying here. I wont really remember this in a few months time so well, let's call them RANTS.

Hello there, i think i am dumb.

2008-02-15T19:54:00.000+08:00

Yo yo yo! Testing one two three!

THIS IS YH'S NEW BLOG. YEP...(: